Arghhhhhhhhhh

Its real crap.If God existed ,i wont be denied like this.Im feeling suicidal now.......very very much.Even food dont taste that good anymore.There is no right or wrong in the first place.People with power and authority decides whats right and whats wrong and that is unfair.If i am God,everyone will die,no doubt,noone will be spared not even my friends.

The only good hours of my life now is when im sleeping,i force very very good dreams that seem real and i enjoy every single bit of it.

Work sucks as usual today and its til friggin 8 pm ....im shagged out now.But its ok,tomolo is my last day at that factory where everyones negatively abnormal,not to mention the community of kiasu aunties that doesnt deserve respect.Supposedly tomolo or saturday is payday.....im looking forward to it,although its only 3 days pay.

My dream now if i get a sum of money is to build a "Forgotten school".People who enrolled into this special school for all ages will be grouped into classes with people around their age + - 3.Teachers will only teach general knowledge type of stuff and people go there to play and have fun.There will be exams and tests but its not necessary to pass.And i will create a perfect MMOG company.

Oh yes,read and forget this,dont even comment about it,thanks.

Ive been bitten by the most itchyest mosquitoes in the world...crapshoot,ive been scratching like a monkey for 3 days oredi.................